Showing posts from October, 2009

Living In The Now

i've been feeling really good lately and i hate how that feels suspicious to me somehow.  i feel filled and content in my life right now.  i'm always moving towards the next thing but it seems like i'm kind of getting "it" that i need to be living in the "now".  i've been practicing "now".  i do it if i'm feeling a tightening in my tummy. i do it when i'm enjoying music. i do it when i wake up in the morning. i'm actually doing it right "now"!
i've been enjoying the sunrise on my busride in the mornings. i've been enjoying the colors in the trees and the birds and squirrels that accompany me on my 1/2 mile walk across the uw campus on my way to work in the mornings.  another strange thing is that i actually caught myself the other afternoon saying, in my head, "i love my job"  it was a dreamy kind of voice. i stopped and said HEY! who said that!! and then i started thinking about it and i'm realiz…